Purpose

January 14, 2016



 At the beginning of this year I made a decision that I would explore all my talents, it’s a decision not a new year’s resolution, I am not quiet certain if they fit under the same category. Lately I have been feeling discouraged because I felt like some of the work I was producing was not good enough, have you ever had that feeling? Like something you are making is just not good enough and you don’t quite know how to fix it? It is such a draining and frustrating feeling. I wrote a song, I went into the studio, sang it, we worked on the beat but I was not happy with the final product and I could not figure out how to make it sound right. For days I walked around with a heavy cloud over my head  because of this one song that was weighing so heavily on me, it made me wonder if I had any musical talent, or if I had any talent at all. I sat alone for hours just going over my life choices and I remembered how someone once spoke to me about purpose and how we all have a purpose in life. I have always seen myself as an artist, from a very young age I knew I wanted to be an artist but what if that is not my purpose in life? We are all apparently here on earth for a purpose and I wonder at what point does one discover what their purpose is, does it come in a dream? Is there a little voice that just whispers to them what their purpose is? I wondered if there is anyone out there who has concrete proof that something came to them and told them what their purpose is.  I listened to the song again and I thought about purpose...the purpose of the song, the lyrical content, it was empty, meaningless, it didn’t have the potential to touch anyone that listened to it, it had no purpose. I made a promise to myself that with all the art I put out this year as I embark on a journey of exploring all my talents I must remember that each piece of art I choose to share with people  must have a purpose.

 

xoxo

 

Your man's friends are not your friends

November 9, 2015

I have stressed this couple of times to my girlfriends but they never seem to listen, your boyfriends friends are not your friends. Sharing close friends as a couple is kind of a bad idea, I know it’s hard to stay away from and we love to be one big happy family with our friends. I cannot speak for the men or about the men but I will speak to the females. When your man starts cheating his friends will be the first to know about it and no matter how much you think they love you they will nev...


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Why I love Kim Kardashian

June 29, 2014

It fascinates me how society is forever calling Kim kardashian a whore like she was having sex alone on the sex-tape that was leaked by her ex-boyfriend Ray J and distributed by Vivid Entertainment. It seems like everyone has forgotten that were two people involved in the making of that dirty piece of work (yes I watched it and enjoyed every minute of it) because the guns seem to be blazing at Kim more than Ray J. Now from a feminist point of view I find this very unfair, the tape was an e...


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Pretty Equals Stupid

June 21, 2014

I got crapped on by a male friend of mine the other day because apparently I post too many sexy pictures of myself on my Facebook page and it makes it impossible for men to see the smart individual woman that I am because they are blinded by my physical appearance. I first of all explained to him that I don’t wake up in the morning thinking I am the most beautiful woman in the world, I wake up accepting and embracing how God has created me and celebrate every inch of my curve. I went on...
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My First Graduation..

May 3, 2014


This was the day I graduated from the Durban University of Technology with a Diploma in Drama studied (2012) . My dad chose the dress and shoes that I was wearing then he went around telling everyone how he had picked it for me and how beautiful I looked in it.  It was the first qualification out of the many that I still intend to obtain. It was a truly happy and glorious day and I look forward to my next graduation in 2015!! J


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The Story of "Umkwenyana'

May 3, 2014


All families gather during the festive season and it happens so often that there are family members that you just want to avoid, not that you don’t love them but the questions they ask you and some of the  things they impose on you are just too much to deal with. There has been so many things that relatives will ask me which I find annoying to answer to but by some miracle I am able to respond without an explosion taking place. The most recent of these questions has been about getting ...


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Ladies please listen!

September 24, 2011


There is nothing as annoying as a girl who lacks self confidence and needs assurance from other people about how she looks. Its good to embrace who you are and celebrate the body that God gave you because other people might have it worse. If you feel that you are sexy then you dont need anybody else to tell you that you are, if you look into the mirror  and you think that you are the shit........then bitch YOU ARE THE SHIT dont let anybody else tell you otherwise!

And thats it from me Girls

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